Worst Of Times, Best Of Times

Photo credit: St Hope Foundation
Photo credit: St Hope Foundation

Being called to a life of ‘abnormal’ suffering has taught me a few things. For one, my rear-view perspective tends to run rose-hued, as I harbor a near-romantic blush, a satisfying kinship, with past seasons in the Refiner’s Fire.

Mr. Spurgeon, no stranger to dark days himself (he suffered lifelong bouts with depression), wrote and spoke often on the nature of suffering’s grander good.

Take this, for example. Here, he adds an epistolary of hope to the chronicles of the suffering Church and hits the proverbial nail square with typical eloquence and heart:

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“I bear my witness that the worst days I have ever had have turned out to be my best days. And when God has seemed most cruel to me he has then been most kind. If there is anything in this world for which I would bless him more than for anything else it is for pain and affliction. I am sure that in these things the richest tenderest love has been manifested to me.

Our Father’s wagons rumble most heavily when they are bringing us the richest freight of the bullion of his grace. Love letters from heaven are often sent in black-edged envelopes. The cloud that is black with horror is big with mercy.

Fear not the storm. It brings healing in its wings and when Jesus is with you in the vessel the tempest only hastens the ship to its desired haven.”

– Charles H. Spurgeon

How about you, friend? Do you bear witness to these things also?

Thorns & Grace

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Photo courtesy of susieflory.com

Today I bemoan yet another day my recent path of affliction has ruined. And on Sunday, no less. Well, pooh.

This being called to a life of suffering for over thirty years, while never running lean on grace, has its moments with frustration.

So thankful that, on this ‘day of perpetual reminding’ – the reminding of His delight in my weakness*, that is – I ran across this tidbit of welcome inspiration from James Innell, more widely known as J.I. –

God uses chronic pain and weakness, along with other afflictions, as his chisel for sculpting our lives. Felt weakness deepens dependence on Christ for strength each day. The weaker we feel, the harder we lean. And the harder we lean, the stronger we grow spiritually, even while our bodies waste away. To live with your ‘thorn’ uncomplainingly — that is, sweet, patient, and free in heart to love and help others, even though every day you feel weak — is true sanctification. It is true healing for the spirit. It is a supreme victory of grace.

– J.I. Packer

My wife and I are scheduling some episodes on the Pasture’s Podcast, fixating on the theme of “Unfixable.” The thought is, how does one find the fight and will to go on – in joy – when things don’t get fixed? When your prodigal doesn’t come home, or your spouse doesn’t get healed, when that prayer isn’t answered, when that divorce happened anyway, when the tomorrow you looked forward to yesterday looks a heckuva lot like the today you’re presently enduring…

…and we think we’ve found the perfect inspiration piece to decorate our conversation:

Faith-healing is grand, but faith-enduring is grander.

– Charles Spurgeon

Stay tuned, beloved.

But mostly, keep clinging to grace. It’s all we’ve got.

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* His delighting in our weakness means only that He sees the generous work of redeeming out of us all that is irredeemable, and the pouring in of all that prepares us for greater glory – and He deservedly takes joy in it. Selah.

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Hosea

Have you seen Pretty Woman? You know, Richard Gere and a younger Julia Roberts. Perhaps the movie that made her a star and resurrected Gere’s career?

  • Rescued from the streets.
  • Clothed her in apparel fitting of a princess not a streetwalker.
  • The priceless necklace.
  • Playfully snapping the box lid shut before she can reach in.
  • Standing up inside the limo, through the skyroof, flowers in hand.
  • Climbing the fire escape to retrieve his damsel.

 

You remember.

But I’ve got a story on today’s Pasture’s Podcast that is even more stunning than Pretty Woman. It’s more romantic because it’s true, not a fabrication – and even more hard to believe.

It’s Hosea’s story…

Running Time: 26m, 52s